The Pursuit of Creativity
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The Pursuit of Creativity

As a child, one of the things I longed for was to write for a living—to string together prose and poems to incite something in people striving to live beautifully and boldly amid the mundanity we are often fed throughout the course of our lives. After college, I assumed my days would be filled with books and coffee in a big city where I might’ve made a home in the field of publishing. Instead, I found a home in a nonprofit, a job filled with words and doling out helping hands for organizations barely afloat. In a way, isn’t that all nonprofits, to some degree, a crew of workers logging long hours at sea hoping for a stretch of land to fall into sight? I can at least say that I am fortunate to be both a writer recreationally and professionally.

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Embracing Slow Creativity
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Embracing Slow Creativity

Slow creativity, the practice of creating with intention and purpose is slow. It’s quiet and sometimes, possibly boring. For me, it looks like consuming less and choosing silence. It is paying attention to sunrises and sunsets, favorite albums, and favorite poems that exist not always as influence and inspiration, but as enjoyment. Creativity isn’t always doing, many times it’s just being. Choosing to create at a slower pace and even in a more private way allows me to know that my gifts are not commodities. This way of living teaches me to treat creativity like the gift and expression from God that it is.

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Building Creative Rhythms That Last
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Building Creative Rhythms That Last

Building rhythms that last with intention can place you on a path that leads to less stress, more productivity, and more time to do the things that need to be done while also leaving time for the things you love.

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Seeking Creativity in New Seasons of Growth
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Seeking Creativity in New Seasons of Growth

There are moments where I felt posting poetry was enough, that poems were enough to fulfill God’s will for my life. What I discovered is that posting poetry is easy, but creating community is harder. It is indeed the more beautiful thing, but I am always faced with the question of “who am I to do this kind of work?” Pushing past this kind of question leaves me at times, willing to seek convenience than seeking out the perfect plan of Abba for my life and for this work I know He’s called me to.

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A Goodness That Lasts | Prose
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A Goodness That Lasts | Prose

The world is a tilting sphere on an axis hovering on grace upon grace. Sometimes we take for granted this gift, this overwhelming essence, which stems from the kind of Goodness that lasts. This world needs the kind of Goodness which lasts and stretches, a kind that can wrap its being to cover the roundness of an earth that has forgotten. Forgotten that beauty isn’t so rare, and love, although difficult, isn’t so hard to muster within the caverns of hearts.

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20 Lessons Learned in 2020
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20 Lessons Learned in 2020

Hi dear creator,

How does one look back on a year that held so much uncertainty and newness all at the same time? This year was full of new and different things. It is pertinent to note that new doesn’t always mean good, although we tend to think it does.

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Creativity in Isolation

Creativity in Isolation

During this time of social distancing and self-isolating, I am increasingly aware of my habits; what I gravitate to out of boredom and what I find myself trying to do, but lacking the discipline to implement. Time seems to have expanded and in all of this extra space lies all of the promises of making choices and seeing the fruit of those choices.

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